well that was a first.

today i've done something that i've never done before....well, sort of. i told a guy (that i only went on 2 dates with) that I wasn't into him. It was a little uncomfortable, but it had to be done. It wasn't as hard as i thought it was going to be...he made it easy; or at least he seemed like he did. he is a super nice guy, we just are not in the same phase of life or feeling the same way about each other. it was very nice to have a guy fall for me right away...it was just a little to fast for me. (i know, crazy right?) i enjoyed our two dates, but am feeling relived about the decision to not continue seeing him. So.... back to square one.

Not sure that my mystery blog reader is still reading, but you (mystery reader) will be happy to hear that i've been on more dates the past 6 months than i have my whole life....well- maybe that is a stretch- but i've sure been playing the field some. Some of the guys are super nice, and are very kind to me but we don't really have a lot in common. We just like to hang out. Than there are some that i know are fun guys....but that i should not be dating them. than there are some guys that i hang out with but fall more into the friend column than the dating column. solid Christian guys are very hard to find; but i will continue to hang tough and wait for a guy that loves Jesus, than falls in love with me. regardless... it has been a fun couple of months. i am still praying for that 'right' connection to happen with that 'right' guy- but till than i am enjoying this stage too. is that bad?

so there ya have it mystery reader....who ever and where ever you are. i have been dating!!!! :) i am a heart breaker....hahahahaha!